Its been some time...

Yes, it has.
I know I said that I would aim to blog at the start of the week and then at the end of the week...
Failed that one..
Now, I am just going to say that I want to blog as often as I can.
I am still working out what to do with the space. Pictures, content, and things like that take time and thought.
I do not want to spend that much time and thought on something like that..or should I?
There was a point in my life where I wrote everyday. Whatever happened that day or wherever I went, I talked about it. It was one of the most important things to me do. Where did that person go?
I have had to censor myself a lot since getting older and becoming a mom. Its important to me be conscious of what I put out there, even if no one reads it.
But I am sick of that.
What is the point of having a voice if you cant use it? What is the point of having such a mighty sword, aka my pen, if I have a fear of what people will say and think?
What if I have a bad day with the camera...do I share the horrid pics and risk being ridiculed or just suck it up for the sake of my space?
Just some shit that floats through my mind.
Anyway, celebrated a birthday this past month. I was thrown for a loop when a party was thrown in my honor. A whole party for me. It was very nice and I loved it, especially watching the kids play and have a good time. I don't care what anyone says. Kids make the party. Unless men get up and shake their asses better than you..Long story, cant even explain. Pictures tell a story better than I can.
My son is enjoying school. I am still adjusting to him being in a new place, with new teachers, and new friends. He is finding his way with minor incidents. Things like learning to listen more, and knowing you cant snatch things from other children have been very interesting conversations to have. This motherhood thing is a lot harder than what people think. Sometimes, you want to tell your children "beat the hell out of that kid" or "maybe the teacher did need to shut up" (no, my son has not said that to a teacher!). These are just some things I have to think, and only think to myself. I know I cant tell him these things right now. That boy is on serious repeat lately!
Where was I going with this...who the hell knows....